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<div class="creator-platform-content"><p>静瑶回到家，已是傍晚时分。</p><p>何雅若知道女儿回来，特地早早地下了班，上菜场买了几个静瑶爱吃的菜。等买好，出了菜场，才想到，买菜的时候竟完全没想到儿子恩泽，心里倒觉着有些对不住，好在恩泽不挑食，姐姐爱吃的，他也一样爱吃。</p><p>已从世平电话里得知，秀娟意外去世的消息。她的心里真有些说不出的滋味。她为秀娟的意外去世感到难过，痛惜，秀娟与她年纪相仿，一条鲜活的生命就此消失在这世上，怎不让人感叹生命的无常。又因为同一个孩子而成为母亲，命运也因此有了关联。可是除了悲痛难道就没有点别的吗？</p><p>何雅若的脑海里冒出这个念头的时候把她自已吓了一大跳，不可言说也羞于承认的是，她的内心竟有一种如释重负的轻松感。从领养静瑶的这一天开始，她的心里就隐隐有一种担心，孩子生母的出现，会否影响到她们母女之间的感情，孩子会不会离开自已投入生母的怀抱。她为这个念头感到一阵深深的负疚感。</p><p>从学校接回恩泽，还炒着菜，世平带着静瑶也回到了家。世平看上去有些憔悴，眼窝深陷了下去。胡子也冒着茬，好几天没刮的样子。</p><p>雅若让他进厨房洗把脸，休息一下，准备吃饭。静瑶几日不见母亲，亲热地到厨房抱着何雅若的后背，撒起了娇。恩泽见姐姐回来，也飞奔到厨房，抱住姐姐的后背。</p><p>世平微笑着看着这一幕，一种家庭的温暖的气氛使他热泪盈眶。在回来的路上，他的心还满腹苍凉，想到那空荡荡的家里再也不会有秀娟的身影，几行热泪滑落他的脸颊。秀娟在世的时候，他也从不觉得她对他的重要性，她只懂柴米油盐，他们几乎没有精神上的交流。她关心他是否吃饱穿暖，却无法使自已与他贴得更近。而在他内心深处，他觉得她是他的责任，甚至是他人生的一种遗憾。可是当他真正失去了以后，才懂得这份相濡以沫的情感何尝不是一种爱呢？</p><p>可是此时此刻，有他的女儿，有女儿最爱的母亲，这是一个并不属于他，却与他息息相关的家，他的心顿时觉着了一种踏实与希望。</p><p>秀娟的过世，对静瑶是一种悲痛更是一种不小的震撼，何雅若明显感觉到女儿比之前更懂事了。从前她只觉得生命是出生到老死，可现在却觉着了生命的无常。她想好好爱她身边的亲人。她最爱的母亲，以及缺席多年，如今尽力弥补她的父亲, 甚至是她那才失去女儿的外祖母。</p><p>她已开口叫过她的外祖母，但她叫她“奶奶”，而不是”外婆“。老太太以为是世平教的她，在老人的眼里，叫祖母自然是比外祖母更亲近的。外祖母，外婆，都有个“外”字，说明是外人啊。</p><p>其实孩子的想法并不是这样，在静瑶心里，她已经有了外祖母，那就是何雅若的母亲。外祖母从小对静瑶疼爱有加，她对老人有深厚的感情，她再认一个外祖母，在孩子单纯的心里，认为这是一种背叛。当然，心底里，也不无袒护养母的意思，就连她的母亲，她都要好好庇护。而奶奶则不同，她虽也有过一个奶奶，当然，指的是俞君杰的母亲，可是她与这个奶奶也谈不上多么深厚的感情的，所以她可以再认一个祖母。</p><p>饭桌上，气氛多少有些凝重。何雅若不知该如何安慰世平才好。好在恩泽滔滔不绝地讲着学校里的事，大家也装作轻松愉快的样子。</p><p>世平照例辅导恩泽作业，等何雅若收拾完，世平即便不想走，却也不好久留。交待了静瑶几句，正准备起身。不料静瑶却拉着他的手，不让他回去。</p><p>这几日里，经历了生离死别，父女俩的感情已经更进了一步，静瑶比以往任何时候都更爱她的父亲，想到世平要回到孤零零的家里，心里竟对父亲生出几分疼惜来。</p><p>孩子拉着她父亲的手道：“爸，你别回去了，回去一个人孤零零的。”</p><p>世平和雅若面面相觑，竟有些不知如何回答孩子才好。最终，因为世平还是以要放置老家带回的东西为由，回去了。</p><p>这一晚，世平没有睡好。一阵子不住，地上，家具上都落了一层薄薄的灰，不像从前秀娟没有生病时那样窗明几净。他懒洋洋的，只觉得累，并不想去擦它。他想这不正如他的心境吗，一样灰蒙蒙的。</p><p>第二天世平就正常上了班。同事们也知道他的遭遇，对他也比平日里更为体贴和关心，倒也冲淡了他心里挥之不去的悲凉。</p><p>普通同事尚且如此，何况是曾雪莹。这几日里，她师兄长师兄短的，中午又极力要请他吃饭，面对着朝气蓬勃的女孩，世平心里好似阴雨天气遇着了彩虹，确实也轻快了一些。</p><p>曾雪莹是个有主见的女孩子。世平丧妻，她又燃起了本已熄灭的爱火。家里也支持。世平虽有过婚姻，可是如今孤家寡人，有个女儿，可也不在身边，事业有成，还处于上升期。人品好，又有才学，这样的条件，确实对异性有很大的吸引力。</p><p>世平被她缠着，天天中午一起吃饭。雪莹过于热情的性格，使世平备感压力。别的且不说，下属，同事，领导会用什么样光来看待他和曾雪莹的出双入对呢。说到底，世平是个传统的男人，他很愿意在别人心中留下对待亡妻情深义重的印象，而不愿人在背后戳他的脊梁骨。</p><p>下班后他倒是不用既惦着家里又记挂着女儿了。他和何雅若心照不宣，从那以后家里买菜，做晚饭都由他做了去。每每都是到九十点安顿完两个孩子才离开。他已然成了这个家里不可缺少的一员，不是丈夫，却是两个孩子的父亲，对待恩泽，他也视如已出。一方面，他与孩子投缘，孩子也与他亲近，另一方面，这也是他对于何雅若的报答。她对他的孩子胜于亲生，那么他也该对她的孩子加倍地爱护才是。</p><p>夜半辗转于床上，他不由自主地想到何雅若，厨房里不经意的肢体触碰，目光对视时她清澈莞尔的笑容。当然她已四十来岁，从外表上来说，是不及曾雪莹青春靓丽的，他不知道为什么会突然的拿曾雪莹来与她比较。可是她更有她清雅的韵味。她脸上的轮廓很好看，近似于鹅蛋脸，年轻时饱满好看，更经得起岁月的历练。眼睛依然清澈明亮，鼻子尤其精致秀气，笑起来，眼角难免有一些不明显的小细纹，却凭添了她几分女性的温柔。可是最使她有魅力的是，她的身上依然有一股少女似的天真之气，这绝不是假装而来，在她身上浑然天成，自然而然。</p><p>他又想到他曾与她有过的亲近时刻，回想起来，依然觉着心荡神驰。他突然又想到了秀娟，他为自已的想入非非感到惭愧。他觉着胸上压了一块巨石，使他透不过气来。他想努力使自已尽快入睡，可是总在那个睡与醒之间徘徊，刚要跨进那睡的边界线，猛地又被一阵莫名的力量拉了回来，他失眠了。</p></div>